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I have discovered that unexpected things come out of me in response to conversations with or questions from other people. I realize that, although the comments were originally directed to an individual, they probably apply to many others. I am posting them in the hope that, if you have somehow found them, they will have some relevance to your life.

September 2008

In response to an email from a distraught young man in Egypt:

Oh, how I know what you are talking about! You are not alone in this "Dark Night of the Soul". Many, many Lightworkers are experiencing the challenges of this transitional time.

My heart is with you. I wish to give you a few thoughts regarding how you are holding what is happening for you.

First and foremost - this is not a time for judgments of self. If you are engaging in addictive activities, you are doing it in an effort to cope with the intensities of the energies flowing through you. Forgiveness is the greatest act which can now be done. God and the Angels are in no way upset with you. You are fighting the blackness in your own being (as, indeed, we all are). The demonic forces are within us and they have power over us because we will not forgive ourselves. Forgive, forgive, forgive.

I know well the feeling of being almost paralyzed, unable to find my old joy or even much interest in anything of life. I believe that we are going through a deep transformation, that this is our time of being in the chrysalis, where we are burning off the negatvities planted so deeply in our psyches.

You are, indeed, God’s un-forsaken child. This child must mature, and maturity is marked by the ability to forgive self. Know that the only one that will forsake you and be hard on you is YOU. Your angels and guides are there cheering for you, full of compassion for what you are experiencing and urging you onward with cries of "forgive!" God’s voice cannot be heard overtop of judgment.

I will share with you the affirmations which I use many times a day. When I am upset by someone, or just by the thoughts in my head, I say these 4 things:

"I love you. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank-you."

You are saying these things to yourself. And you are all things, so you are also saying it to all things.

This time will pass, and you will resume the spreading of your Light, in ways perhaps unknown to you at this time. I thank-you for reaching out to me, a fellow seeker and stumbler-on-the-path. We are united in our desire to live in light, in harmony with God. Do not be fooled by appearances - it is all a manifestation of God, and our job is to love it.